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Ne dolgo nazaj sta Bode Miller in njegova žena Morgan izgubila svoj največji zaklad – hčerko Emmy, sedaj sta bila blagoslovljena z novim otročkom.
Morgan pa je s svojimi sledili na Instagramu delila neverjetno zgodbo, ki se ji je zgodila nekaj dni po smrti deklice.

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“Ko sva odhajala iz bolnišnice brez najine Emmy, sta naju obdajala obup in nesigurnost. Medicinsko osebje je želelo preveriti otročka v mojem trebuhu in tako, 5 dni po tem, ko smo jo izgubili, sem imela UZ trebuha, da so pregledali dojenčka, ki je še vedno rastel v meni. Gledati v prihodnost, brez moje hčerke, se je zdelo kot bodalo v mojem srcu. Kako se lahko življenje spremeni tako hitro? Pri zadnjem ultrazvoku je bila Emmy zraven, ležala je v mojem naročju in spraševala kaj gleda na ekranu. Sedaj pa je ni več.

Tokrat sem prosila sestro, ki me je pregledovala, naj bo hitra. Vprašala me je ali želim 3D sliko otroka in odgovorila sem ne. Ko je z aparaturo pregledovala moj trebuh, je rekla, da  je popolni kot in zdi se ji prav, da vseeno naredi 3D sliko. Ko sem na monitorju videla otrokov obraz, je bil zelo podoben mojim ostalim otročkom. Tako kot Bode, s tistim sladkim nosom in polnimi ustnicami. Ampak tako hitro, kot sem videla svojega novega otroka, so se mi oči premaknile k angelčku, ki leži ob njegovem obrazu in ga objema okoli vratu. Tako, kot da bi želel reči: »Vse je ok, tukaj sem, vse bo dobro. Ljubim te.« To fotografijo hranim, kot očiten znak, da moj sin pozna svojo sestrico in da je naša sladka Emmy še vedno z nami.”

 

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When we walked out of the hospital without our Emmy, despair and uncertainty surrounded us. The parting words from the medical staff, in those early hours after we lost our baby Emmy, was to check on the baby in my tummy. So, 5 days after losing her, I reluctantly had the ultrasound tech come check on the baby growing in my belly. To step into my future without my daughter felt like a dagger to my heart. How can life change so quickly? During the last ultrasound, my baby Emmy lay in my arms wondering what she was looking at on the screen. And, now, she was gone. This time, I asked the tech to be quick. She asked if I wanted a 3D image to which I replied, “no.” She swiftly maneuvered the wand around my stomach, checking on all parts. As she viewed the baby’s profile, she told me, “I know you don’t want a 3D image but this is a perfect angle and I feel like I need to do one. I will be quick.” As the screen switched over to 3D imaging, I saw my sweet baby’s face. He looked so much like my other babies: just like Bode with that sweet nose and those full lips. But as quickly as I saw this new baby, my eyes moved to the angel lying to the right of his face, holding him, arms around his neck. Almost as if to say, “It’s okay. I’m here. It’s going to be okay. I love you.” I hold onto this picture as a clear sign that my son knows his sister. That my baby girl Emmy is still with us. And now that our sweet baby boy is here earth side, he now holds her.

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